Sometimes your heart gets so attached to someone, or something, that you’re blinded completely of the true nature of the relationship or object.


My heart has been longing for a connection I once had. An association that ended the same as a horror movie. Death and blood. ( well, not exactly. but pretty close ) Even though it terminated tragically, after a few weeks of processing comes the desire of rekindling. The undeniable urge of saying “I miss you”.


I was stuck here for awhile now, but today I was reminded of why we ended. Due to (vividly) remembering this reason, I was pushed into the next stage of the healing process.




aka moving forward. So thanks for that.


I will no longer be the one wearing a sunhat and tending to our garden. I’m learning to be okay with that.


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